Will, Ted And Psychiconair.com!

Will, Ted And Psychiconair.com!

My day completely got away with me. This morning everything was going along as planned – on schedule and all. The Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com went great. We talked mostly about OBE Sex. I emailed Maria to thank her and this was the email she sent back ” you were great! The big boss was listening and said it was great!!!! We will have you on again ” so that was very encouraging to hear. Had I wrote this when I wanted to this morning – you would have known that if you missed me at 9:15 am EST – you could have heard me at 9:15 pm EST as they repeat the program at night. At the end of this blog entry, there an 8 min file of my radio program (thanks David) – the whole talk isn’t there – but there’s a snippet anyways.

One of my son’s classmates died over the weekend – his name was Kristopher and he was only 7. All I know so far is that the little guy got a virus and died. They’re doing an autopsy on him. His poor parents – I can’t even imagine. My son was friends with him. He’s doing “okay” with it — if he thinks about it he’s 1/2 sad and 1/2 mad. The school had a crisis team to talk to the children. We couldn’t have started to see the psychiatrist at a better time starting tomorrow. Timing is everything – isn’t it?

Speaking of which, I had to go pick my son up at school today. He has been getting headaches now for a couple of months and they seem to be getting worse. Today he had to go lay down at the office so I went and got him. Nothing wrong with his noggin – thank Goodness – so I have to keep a headache journal so we can try to determine if they are stress/tension related or migraine. He sways both ways right now. I’m sure the death of one of his friends hasn’t helped his head much.

I turned in THE BLACK TRIANGLE over the weekend to my manager – yay me:) So that is now out of the way — for the time being. Now to do some rewrites on DREAMERS and when she’s done looking at BT – I’ll be back on it again. Just got the rewrites for DREAMERS – more than I thought there would be. But that’s okay — I’m forging ahead! Each draft is better than the last!

I had a couple of interesting visits over the weekend – Will’s guide Sarah and Ted:) Will’s guide visited me in the shower Friday night:

Iris pops in to see me and I tell her that I need a sign that things are going in the right direction with Will – that things will move. She asks me what sign? I tell her that if my evening went a certain way than he will call me by the end of next week — and if doesn’t go like I hope, then by my birthday 2008. Because — I promise that I will have this versions of BT to my manager by Sunday night.

She thinks about it for a sec and says – okay.

Next I can feel Will’s guides around – so I’m like — hey, can you come here? This one with long curly thick red hair shows up and I’m like – what the heck? She says that Will has been fidgeting around – wanting to call, picking up my card, thinking about things — but when he’s about to, they through something in his path to make him do something else than call. Why? Because they are waiting for the okay from Iris. And from what I hear – Iris is high up on the guide chain – you don’t cross her. But the man certainly wants to call.

And I ask — and he had the breakthrough I felt he had — oh yeah she says -he sure did. Now he’s just trying to get a handle on it all. I ask – so is the reason he likes women with red hair have to do with your red hair? She smiles and says I have known him for awhile — but not as long as you have. No – he loves red hair because that is the color you’ve had in so many lifetimes — my hair is truly strawberry blonde (and her hair changes color).

Iris come in from the right and this guide says – I’ve got to go. I’m like – wait — what’s your name? It’s Sarah. And she’s gone…

SIGH — and my night DID NOT go how I wanted it too. So I’m looking for him to ring around my birthday. I’m hoping that means this birthday and not 2009. If he rings up in 2009 for the 1st time — I’m not answering.

So then here’s Ted last night. Man have I missed though gorgeous green eyes and kick ass British speak. Seems he’s had it with his wife already (gee – like I’m surprised). He was dressed in a long sleeve white sweat shirt, jeans and tennis shoes. He was leaning against a tree – looking well — so Ted like. We had some small talk – he let on how abusive his wife is and how hot tempered he is at her. That they’ll either wind up in matching holding cells or maybe his & her rehab. I tried to get him to talk about drug use, but it irritated him immediately and he clammed up. He said – that Will, he’s a fine man. he’ll be good to you. I asked – you think so? Aye he said — and I can’t say that I’m not jealous, cause I am. Maybe some day….

He was quiet and I asked him — so what do you want Ted? He let me know – short sweet and to the point. I put it in the OBE sex blog.

The Maria Shaw Show asked me to come back Tuesday morning to continue our chat (just got the email) unfortunately I will be at the doctor’s with my son. It’s a good feel to know they would want me to come back the next day. Maybe next time:)

Just had a bang of an idea for DREAMERS. Dang — my mind is a whirl now. I wonder how much sleep I will get? Any of you guys who read this blog a grad student or have been one? If so – email me — especially if you were a psych major. I was never a grad student – and I have to know how their days progress – just an overview.

Will visited Tracey the other night in a dream. She sleeps at the oddest hours – like he has been doing. So I guess it’s no wonder they connected. She and I had a chat about it and this is what she said happened:

yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:01 PM): I was sleeping at my desk
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:06 PM): and kept waking a bit
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:08 PM): thinking
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:11 PM): I need to go to bed
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:17 PM): but I did not want the connection to stop
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:19 PM): soooooo
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:21 PM): anyway
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:24 PM): this is what happened
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:31 PM): First
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:43 PM): I am in these beautiful woods in a mountain area.
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:02 PM): I climb up in a tree and there was a deer stand type thingy I guess cause I sat on this platform
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:12 PM): it was in a tree but the branch was hanging over a cliff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:18 PM): I looked down over the cliff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:21 PM): and there was Will
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:26 PM): and he said Hi
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:34 PM): I said hi – you scared the crap out of me
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:41 PM): he said sorry did not mean to
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:49 PM): he said I am glad you finally arrived
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:55 PM): been trying to get you here for awhile
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:59 PM): I said oh?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:01 PM): why?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:04 PM): he said well
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:08 PM): I will show you
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:15 PM): So, then this opening came
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:18 PM): like Sliders
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:22 PM): lol if you know that show
Allie (4/6/2008 5:33:26 PM): I do
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:28 PM): and we went into the opening
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:33 PM): and we were at this old house
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:38 PM): like back in time
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:39 PM): time
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:47 PM): and it was Will’s family home
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:52 PM): (in the dream)
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:56 PM): I don’t know if it really was
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:58 PM): but anyway
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:02 PM): his dad came out
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:06 PM): and he said to us
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:11
PM): your grandmother
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:30 PM): has made some rice and gravy, roast, fresh veg’s out the garden – and cake
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:39 PM): you should wash up and go into the kitchen
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:41 PM): so we did
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:45 PM): and we both realized
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:48 PM): we were kids
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:54 PM): and we laughed about it in the dream
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:56 PM): his grandfather
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:02 PM): had on suspenders
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:09 PM): don’t know why but it struck us as funny
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:19 PM): so then he took them off and put on a robe and slippers
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:23 PM): we laughed again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:28 PM): so we are sitting at the table
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:37 PM): and Will’s cousin’s (2 boys) come in
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:42 PM): and are rowdy playing around
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:48 PM): and they knocked the cake off the counter
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:53 PM): and it fell to the floor
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:55 PM): all messed up
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:00 PM): and they were like oh no!!!!!!!!!
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:05 PM): she said really softly
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:08 PM): no problem boys
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:10 PM): watch this
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:13 PM): she got a plate
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:17 PM): and put it on there
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:24 PM): turned it upside down on another plate
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:28 PM): so that it was right side up again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:33 PM): and smoothed out the frosting
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:40 PM): and with the exception of a few imperfections
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:44 PM): it was as good as new
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:48 PM): and she said shhhhhhhhhhh
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:51 PM): don’t tell anyone
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:57 PM): and Will started to tear up
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:59 PM): and he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:00 PM): to me
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:02 PM): that’s how she was
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:07 PM): so I am assuming
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:11 PM): grandma is in Spirit
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:22 PM): and then he took me to visit some other people
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:27 PM): they were very down to earth
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:32 PM): just like his grandparents
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:35 PM): like Mayberry
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:37 PM): but he called it
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:39 PM): willberry
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:41 PM): to be funny
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:47 PM): its like they all lived close
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:49 PM): we walked about
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:51 PM): it was nice
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:58 PM): he talked to me about all kinds of silly stuff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:02 PM): about when he was a boy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:04 PM): so anyway
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:06 PM): I said will
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:09 PM): why I am here
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:12 PM): I don’t understand
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:16 PM): and he said well
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:28 PM): because you need to know this so you can tell Allie
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:31 PM): that underneath
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:35 PM): I am just a plain
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:38 PM): good old guy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:42 PM): with not much fluff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:47 PM): and who appreciates
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:49 PM): small things
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:51 PM): and really
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:54 PM): I am kind of a quiet guy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:57 PM): sometimes even shy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:59 PM): though
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:03 PM): I have learned to be bold
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:09 PM): but I still struggle with
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:45 PM): coming out with things – like being forward even when I have made up my mind to do so – I am underneath a really simply laid back salt of the earth person – stuff and money means nothing to me
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:49 PM): and he started to cry
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:51 PM): and he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:59 PM): that his time with his grandma for example
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:06 PM): means more to him than anything he has today
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:11 PM): he would give it all for that time again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:18 PM): so I said okay
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:20 PM): I will tell her
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:23 PM): and he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:24 PM): tell her this
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:29 PM): once I promise her
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:35 PM): and seal it with a kiss
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:39 PM): then it is done
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:41 PM): it is so
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:45 PM): and there’s no going back
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:47 PM): like the mafia
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:50 PM): you don’t get out
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:54 PM): and he laughed
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:57 PM): and smiled
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:03 PM): and he turned back into a man again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:09 PM): and then I noticed I was a girl again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:12 PM): but then he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:18 PM): tell Allie that the place you saw
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:21 PM): is our place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:24 PM): I said what place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:28 PM): your grandma’s house
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:30 PM): he said no
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:32 PM): the first one
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:38 PM): I said in the mtns?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:41 PM): he said yeah
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:45 PM): do you think she will like it
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:50 PM): I said I think she will love it
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:53 PM): it was beautiful
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:56 PM): he said good
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:01 PM): I am buying 2000 acres
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:05 PM): and building a place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:08 PM): for her work
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:13 PM): I said her work
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:16 PM): what do you mean
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:18 PM): he said well
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:22 PM): whatever she wants to do
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:29 PM): when she feels like working with you guys
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:32 PM): she can do retreats
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:36 PM): when she wants to write
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:44 PM): she can have an inspirational place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:48 PM): when we want to hide
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:51 PM): no one will find us
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:55 PM): and then
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:57 PM): he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:58 PM): and tell her
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:02 PM): I will even get horses
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:06 PM): for her Texas friend
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:11 PM): for her to come to see and work with
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:13 PM): and I said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:17 PM): Allie and horses?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:22 PM): that should be interesting
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:23 PM): he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:27 PM): she can do anything
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:33 PM): and that’s all I remember
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:35 PM): I know
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:38 PM): too much information
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:45 PM): but it was so clear and vivid
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:50 PM): and I could not sleep

Funny enough – I love horses and have ALWAYS wanted a stable full of them — with a house up in the mountains. Tracey – knew none of this about me — so when she mentioned this, I had to smile.

Okay – I have got to try to quiet my mind down so that I can sleep!

Crystal Sunshine!

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