I wasn’t going to write in the blog this weekend because I’m on a roll with DREAMERS, despite my son being connect to my hip. But I couldn’t help but post after the shear strength of Will — I had to write. He is infused into the depth of my molecules. It’s hard to describe – but I can feel his energy coursing through my body. It’s an amazing feeling. It’s like he’s saying — come on honey, get busy. A”muse” me, be creative. But at the same time, he is also saying that our love is eternal, and stronger than anything on earth.
I had a chat reading with Tracey last week about Will. I wanted another person’s take on what I was feeling – as there are times that even I doubt what I see and feel.
Here’s a part of the conversation (excuse the horrible spelling on my part):
Allie (11/8/2007 10:16:31 AM): With Will — is he consciously aware of the tremendous energy he sends my way? We telpacially connect all the time — I can’t believe that he isn’t aware that he’s doing it. With him I know that it’s not an “if” when we meet, but a “when”. Is he getting help to advance spiritually? To make connections?
Allie (11/8/2007 10:16:54 AM): he is more powerful than Ted or Bill
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:20:04 AM): I do get that Will is consciously connecting to you telepathically – and he seems to have spiritual gifts in this regard – he can read minds – communicate telepathically – is a highly gifted intuitive…..and … he has discovered that he can connect to you and he likes being able to connect with you. He is getting help in terms of working with a spiritual guru (his words) – someone who has helped him to meditate and open his third eye – chakras – and done some developmental exercises, work. He is working wtih this person in terms of learning about astral travel, dream visits and out of body experiences. He is reading a lot of books and has read a lot of spiritual books on these matters – as well as healing – with crystals and reiki – and shaman – Native American Indian practices, ritual
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:20:46 AM): He seems to be very close to a man – the primary spiritual person working with him is a man. I sense strongly that he is from Arizona.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:09 AM): This man also has two woman that work with him and they have helped Will as well.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:17 AM): He seems to get readings from the woman.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:30 AM): And – some type of ritual work – or maybe spell or healing work.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:46 AM): I sense Native American Indian presence within this group of three….
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:59 AM): Its either their Guides or they are Native American Indian
Allie (11/8/2007 10:22:14 AM): have they told him how important I am to him? Or is this something he alrady knew – and they just confirmed it?
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:22:15 AM): Will seems to be advancing at a rapid pace compared to Ted and Bill.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:23:09 AM): He already knew this and they confirmed it for him. They seem to think you are an Indian or were an Indian. They ‘see’ your long black hair – and see you around the ‘sacred fire’
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:23:39 AM): They seem to feel you are an elder….were an elder….and healer – having knowledge of medicene and healing
Allie (11/8/2007 10:23:50 AM): it’s as if Will is not scared by the conenction like Bill and Ted can be. He is pushing – WIll is pushing hard to make the connections.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:01 AM): So – I sense that Will is not afraid to come forward.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:06 AM): There is lots of confidence with him.
Allie (11/8/2007 10:24:08 AM): I think that Will and I were just that in many past lives.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:18 AM): He feels supported by these spiritual people helping him.
Allie (11/8/2007 10:24:28 AM): I think too that this is why I am able to use Will’s name on the blog- I don’t have to hide him
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:38 AM): But, he does realize he has spiritual strength and power.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:44 AM): right
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:25:12 AM): I also sense that Will is going to come forward.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:25:20 AM): i.e. there won’t be a long delay for him
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:25:54 AM): I get yes – to both – that he has been on your sites…and has read everything on them
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:05 AM): its as if he has checked it out thoroughly
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:15 AM): he knows you are writing about him
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:22 AM): he knows about Bill
Allie (11/8/2007 10:26:26 AM): did he know it was me when he got my letter? That I am the one that he has been conatcting?
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:28 AM): and he thinks another is xxx
Allie (11/8/2007 10:26:35 AM): so he knows that “Bill” is xxx?
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:38 AM): yes
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:44 AM): and he thinks the other is xxx
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:50 AM): but is not sure yet
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:59 AM): and he sees them as being a part of the past with you
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:07 AM): its as if he sees them as pale faces
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:10 AM): in the past
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:13 AM): meaning white men
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:38 AM): he seems to be trying to put it together
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:40 AM): for himself
Allie (11/8/2007 10:27:43 AM): was it Will and maybe his spiirtual people that got me to write that letter to Will?
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:46 AM): he did know it was you
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:49 AM): when he got the letter
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:00 AM): yes – the inspiration came from them
Allie (11/8/2007 10:28:15 AM): and my guides just nudged me along
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:29 AM): yes and he seems to be bold
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:30 AM): feeling bold
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:35 AM): like he will just call you up
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:41 AM): and say – allie – its will
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:43 AM): i think you know me
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:48 AM): and why i am calling
Allie (11/8/2007 10:28:51 AM): that’s good though that he has been by the site and knows when I write about Will it’s him
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:54 AM): or he might just show up
Allie (11/8/2007 10:29:01 AM): he knows I’m single
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:03 AM): hes very bold
Allie (11/8/2007 10:29:08 AM): good — be bold
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:10 AM): his energy is strong
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:12 AM): confident
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:13 AM): sure
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:21 AM): not wishy washy
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:24 AM): like Bill
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:32 AM): and no drama like between Bill and Ted
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:41 AM): will likes to have things simple
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:44 AM): out in the open
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:47 AM): no drama
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:52 AM): he is straight forward
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:57 AM): what you see is what you get
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:01 AM): if you like him great
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:07 AM): if you don’t he does not care – lol
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:10 AM): but most people do
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:16 AM): those that are not threatened
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:21 AM): by his confidence
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:37 AM): he is thinking of talking to Bill
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:40 AM): or trying to
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:46 AM): but he is not sure about this
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:52 AM): he does not want Bill to think he is nuts
Allie (11/8/2007 10:30:56 AM): Bill is in NM right now
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:57 AM): but at that same time
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:31:02 AM): he is not sure that he cares
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:31:05 AM): what Bill thinks
And then it went on later about Will after we talked about Ted & Bill for a spell:
Allie (11/8/2007 10:37:46 AM): any idea when Will or Ted may conact me
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:37:55 AM): I sense that Will will contact you first.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:37:58 AM): This feels short term.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:14 AM): It should be perhaps as soon as before the 1st…..
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:20 AM): end of the year – late dec
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:29 AM): and Ted will come in the Spring
Allie (11/8/2007 10:38:30 AM): what a way to ring in the new year
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:33 AM): YES
Allie (11/8/2007 10:38:47 AM): is Bill going to move at all?
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:51 AM): and Will is going to contact you – this you can count on
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:39:07 AM): Ted – has some issues – and he needs help to get through this phase…
Allie (11/8/2007 10:39:34 AM): I know Will – will. It’s a certainity that I’ve never felt before.
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:39:55 AM): Bill is sitting in this circle – sitting indian style with his arms out by his side – palms up – meditating and chanting – as if he is tuning everything and everyone out – he is going to his place if you will – detached and removed right now
Allie (11/8/2007 10:40:58 AM): so WIll stops by the site – does Bill or Ted still do?
Allie (11/8/2007 10:41:11 AM): and dos Will stop by often?
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:41:15 AM): Ted has not in awhile – I get no there
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:41:39 AM): Will refers to it every few days – he looks for new postings – I am assuming this is on your blog
Allie (11/8/2007 10:41:46 AM): yes it is
yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:42:04 AM): Bill has been to the site lately – in the past few weeks – but its on again off again with Bill
I know that none of the above surprises me – but it was nice to hear it all the same. After Will and I meet, we can at least discuss the images/feelings that we get from one another. But until then, I have to discuss them with someone else – keeps me sane.
Wouldn’t you like to be the fly on the wall if Will just showed up at my house? He’s in New Orleans right now, so I doubt if he’d pop up soon. I’d probably make him pinch me to make sure that I wasn’t dreaming:)
Speaking of dreaming:
Friday night — my dream visit was at someone’s house. My two sister’s and I were there, in a crowd of people – my sisters were sitting on a couch and I was across from them in a chair. The house looked like it was decorated in the 70’s – reminded me of my Grams T’s house. Anyway – I said to them — guess who called? And they gave me a look like – do tell. I dropped my voice and looked around — Bill called. One of my sister’s said — you mean it wasn’t — shhhh, I interrupted and I looked about, no – it was Bill (the silent implied person was Ted). They were shocked and so was I. A sister asked — what did he say? He said that the time was near – to be patient Really? They were surprised….
Saturday night — Will. The first dream visit we were on stage, performing a 2 person play about our connection and the road we each took in order to get where we’re at. He and I are up on stage and his side of the stage has a song playing – Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne – and on my side of the stage I started singing the song. The theater was sold out where we were performing and I can still feel the butterflies that we in my stomach.
The other dream visit Will kisses me on the forehead and says anywhere. The next thing I know we are at a resort North Island at Seychelles and it is hands down, the most beautiful place I have ever been. I’m looking around, tears are falling down my face and he says — will this do? I throw my arms around him and say – thank you. We were out in the water, naked, swimming by a cove when you know some sex had to be a part of it:) I’ll cover that in a bit at the OBE Sex blog.
When I woke up this morning, his energy was just coursing through me and 5 hours later – it still is.
On that note – I must shower, get some work done and prepare for the Steelers/Browns game! Go Steelers!
Here’s hoping my creative muse continues….