I started a entry last night for my blog – but by 9:30 pm I was so darn tired that I went to bed. I hate being this tired – this is so not me. But I suppose if I think back – that this was a long time coming. I haven’t had a really good nights sleep since the end of 1997. In 1998 is when the step daughter moved in, end of 1999 I got pregnant and the step daughter left, 2000 had Kyle – lost my business – lost my house – etc…2001 + Kyle will be 5. Need I say more:) Add to this a husband who snores so loud he could wake the dead and a cat who loves to sleep on my head…
Last night my dreams were full of Bill and Ted. Bill occupied most of the 1st half and Ted in the 2nd half – with both in quite a few sequences. It’s frustrating because I cannot remember much. I know there was a train – in many scenes. Bill, Ted and I took an extensive train ride – it was very comfortable and soothing. It didn’t take place in the states, but in Germany I believe. I was talking to someone and they asked who I loved more. I remember looking at them shocked that they would ask and answered – the same, I love them both the same and would step in front of a bullet for either of them. In one of the 1st dreams I had, I was in CA with Bill – he was off tending to business and I was visiting my sister. We were looking out of her apt window at the ocean (my sister currently lives in Burbank – no where near the ocean). The ocean was not far away – the land 100 ft or so beyond the beach was bog like – as if the ocean originally came up and covered the bog – but now the ocean was receding. I don’t know – the scene was calm – but it was like an episode of the Twilight Zone. Go figure. More dreams with me getting that added gift. All I know is that when I woke up – I felt very calm and relaxed as I knew I spent the night with both men.
My finger is doing just fine today. In fact – it’s doing better than fine. It’s healing very nicely – there shouldn’t be much of a scar. More important though – no infection:) It’s still sore – so I’m going crazy with it – but by this time next week I won’t give it a second thought. I’ll fill you in more tomorrow:)
I revamped the sachet and oil sectors of the gypsy love book:) Today I’m tackling the incense and I’ll start again on the spells. Once I figured out what the problem was – everything seems to be going very smooth:)
That’s about all I’ve got for now. If anything interesting happens later today – I’ll make sure to update!