My headache has been full tilt all week. It has just been nuts. I know that Will is not “in” my energy like he’s my astral body — but he is still very much here. And I mean he has zoned in big time. I have no idea what he’s doing – but it’s something that has me under consideration.
That said – my spider sense is on high alert. I know this weekend will bring a love into my life. I just know it with every sense that I have. I have been seeing me walking around the corner and my heart stopping in my throat. It’s a vision that I’ve had repeatedly all week long. I have no idea who I am running into or being introduced to – but it is someone who will take my breath away. It’s a major – holy shit – happening.
And no – I honestly have no idea if it is Will. I mean – what would he be doing at a hoedown in Detroit? But I asked the universe to please send me someone as I’m tired of being alone. And if Will doesn’t want to step up – then please send someone. I’ve been alone for over 10 years and I’m tired of it. Just because I was divorced only last year doesn’t make me alone for only a year — trust me, my ex and I have been apart for a very long time. I think that’s why I was so surprised that my son was conceived. I was like – how’d that happen – lol.
It’s also not Bill, Ted, Matt or even Sawyer who I will run into:) And BTW — Heath and I have come to a mutual satisfying resolve about him popping in and out to chat.
Any ways – heading out the door now to go to my niece’s 4th b-day party and then it’s off to MI. I’ll have the crackberry with me – so when I’m swept off my feet, I’ll tell you about it — much later:)
If all else fails and there’s no love this weekend — I still know that I’ll have a good weekend as I’ll be spending it with people I both like and respect — and I know they return the feelings.