Will be doing readings while I’m in LA on March 11th. Email me for more information and/or to set up an appointment, Spaces are limited. 1st come 1st serve. I haven’t been to LA in six years, no idea when I’ll be getting back out there. So looking forward to being out there — I wish I could go out more often!
I went out to dinner last night with a couple of friends. Had a great time – even though I was so tired it was pathetic. Food was fabo. If you live in NE Oh – The Chowder House on Chestnut in Cuy Fls is must do.
Anyways, so we were at dinner and talking about my upcoming graduation. I was asked what I want to do after graduation. I said I don’t know.
I said WHAT??
I acted like an indecisive boob. I’m not indecisive, I know exactly what I want. So why didn’t I speak up instead of working my way around it? Because my fear spoke to me and said to say what I thought the two of them wanted to hear. I was fearful that if I didn’t say what I thought they wanted to hear, that I wouldn’t have their support. So I said what I’m expected to do – go get a job. But then I chimed in and said that I didn’t want to work for someone – it’s not me. Then I kept swaying back and forth. What the heck?
I’m being hard on myself because I failed myself at that moment. I failed to listen to my guides and more importantly, my intuition. I also failed my friends by thinking (for a moment) that they were that shallow that they wouldn’t support me if I didn’t follow what I thought they wanted me to. It was a lesson learned.
Here is the answer I should have given when asked what do I want to do after graduation:
I’m going to continue to work for myself building my intuitive and sex coaching businesses plus writing sci/fi & fantasy books, self-help books and screenplays. Any help you two can give me as I grow my brand would be greatly appreciated.
Am I scared doing this – to continue not to work for someone after I paid $$$ for my education? Hell ya! That’s both good and bad. Good because I’m in the driver seat – bad because I’m in the driver seat. A double edged sword.
So to boast my confidence a bit, I’m asking you guys for a little favor. Anyone you know who interviews intuitive or sex coaches – for radio, web or anywhere else please tell them about me. Also – if you could tell your friends to get a reading or two from me – I would so love it!
Thank you!
I had a couple people email me this week (or was it last) and ask me when I was going to start talking about Todd or Rick again (heck, even Bill, Ted or Will) and Atlantis? And my guides – and visions? I will – I will. Trust me, as soon as my guides have something that I need to post – they will remind me repeatedly until I do:)
Thanks!
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie 🙂

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