Moving right along on the gypsy magic love book. Making good headway:) I’ve also decided to rewrite my screenplay about two people who find the love of their lives while they are both in a coma. I’m feeling mighty creative lately- and that’s a good thing! The more things I can write during this creative sprits, the better. My main problem seems to be focus. I have a habit of putting too many irons in the fire and then never having the time to finish what I start. Someday I’ll have to get myself a personal assistant to help out. But for now it’s just me, myself and I – something that I need to remember.
Yesterday I had the most amazing revelation. Actually – it was during my dreams the night before (Monday night). My dreams were intense and powerful this night. I don’t remember much of what happened. What I do remember is that Ted was ecstatic that he has finally found me. He kept me in a bear hug and showered me with kisses. Since Ted’s voice can melt me in a New York minute – I can remember him reciting a poem in my ear as he held me. A line was, “A bitter sweet moment such as this, take ones soul a minute to forget but the heart remembers for eternity.” I don’t have a clue if it is part of an actual poem, or something he made up. All I do know is that I was puddy in his hands:) But this dream wasn’t the most exciting part of my night. I FINALLY have an actual month and year for when Bill and I will physically meet. An actual DATE! Bill was given this information as well. We have both gotten to a point where our impatience is well known in the spirit world, that the Divine finally agreed that it is the time to meet. I’m not going to give out the date to everyone as there are people whose lives will be greatly affected by this meeting and I don’t want anyone to have a countdown. But I will say it’s within the next year!
I’ve been trying to grasp my new gift of healing. I’ve managed to heal my bad shoulder, my son’s hives and many of my dog’s ailments. I’m still trying to get a handle on this. I’m not sure what to do. I’ve seen the way healers are treated by people – either scorned or will do anything to get near them. But since I know that I’m a channel for healing for a reason – I have to decide what to do. This is what I’ve been thinking about over the last several weeks and why my body has gone through such an upheaval. My body literally had to change it’s chemistry in order for me to be able to effective receive and transmit this higher vibration. I can feel another gift about to unlock – but I’m not sure if I’m ready for something else so soon. I’ve been given glimpses of this gift – which is actually a much stronger version of a gift I already have – the one of prophecy. In my heart, I know that I’m not given more than I can handle. The spirit world has more confidence in me than I do!
With these emerging gifts, my emotional side has been going up and down faster than a Cedar Point roller coaster. It’s no wonder that I’ve needed so much sleep this month of April. My want of food has decreased – which is a good thing since I love to eat. Now if I could only get back into my walking/swimming/working out routine. I’ll be 38 here on Monday (May 2) and I’ve known since I was a little kid that 38 was going to be a big year for me. I’m excited – but at the same time I’m only human and change can be a very scary thing. One day at a time – what can I say?
Time to go get the little lamb chop from preschool!
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