I want to send blessing and love to all of my friends in the New Orleans area and all other areas of the gulf where Gustav may strike. In New Orleans – who is going to capture and save the cats of Jackson Square? Surely something has to be done for them – some sort of shelter – right? The new picture in my profile is of me and one of my sisters drinking far too much in NOLA. It’s funny – I’m considered the “normal” sister – LOL! So you can imagine what my two sisters are like – ha! My poor parents….
Speaking of parents – me in particular – I have survived the 1st week of school. I only had to be a drill sergeant this morning. Not bad — but I have a feeling it will become the norm until June 2009.
Brodie (the black lab) is back on a host of meds. This round though has really given him the one-two punch. He’s no where near his normal self. I hope this junk get knocked out of him this time around. I put a call to the vet to find out what I can do for him.
Okay – 8 hours has past since I wrote the above. Brodie got worse – back to the vet. Taking him off the meds in the short term to see if that’s it – then we’ll go from there. She (the vet) says that if they can’t get his congestion under control – and thus far they’ve ran all the tests they can – then they’ll check for cancer. SIGH. If I have to put them down I’ll be a fricken mess.
And my son is sick…..
In the midst of everything today – Tracey and I were chatting and I asked her thoughts on George. I mentioned to her about the visions I keep getting of George and I “swinging”. This is what she said:
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:52:39 PM): I see that george does know what you know – he knew before you knew – and its like he’s been waiting for you to catch up if you will. I see him smiling brightly like – welcome aboard, Allie. Glad you finally made it. He’s got a psychic that he works with who is also a spiritual teacher and she has worked with him a great deal. He seems to remember visions and dreams vividly. He does watch your blog. He would be happy to swing – that’s something that you can count on. He’s smiling – I keep seeing this big bright smile on his face. He knows you know now and he’s happy.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:53:38 PM): I see that he’s got a clear picture of the swinging activity that you see – perhaps more detailed – sometimes he seems to hold these thoughts in his mind – like he holds the visions and enjoys them like a fantasy except it feels real to him.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:08 PM): He seems to be having instances where he visits you. He’s been laying next to you in your bed. Have you felt his energy?
Allie (8/29/2008 2:54:18 PM): very much so
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:19 PM): I see like a thermal image next to you in bed.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:36 PM): He’s very hot – he’s got healing qualities – but sexually – omg!!!!!!!!!!!!
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:57 PM): He’s got a lot of sexual energy and stamina. He can do hours of sex!
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:26 PM): He’s got this weird charisma
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:30 PM): He’s sort of a playboy
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:35 PM): and yet intimate at the same time
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:39 PM): he can be your friend
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:41 PM): and your lover
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:47 PM): not like FWB
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:50 PM): but deeper
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:55 PM): he’s charming
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:07 PM): I get that he’s been wondering about you lately.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:13 PM): He thinks you should move to LA.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:17 PM): Not NY
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:24 PM): have you spoken about that on your blog or something
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:39 PM): he’s not feeling it for you in NYC
Allie (8/29/2008 2:56:41 PM): I think that I’ll be in LA 1st. Yes – talked about moving to NYC on the blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:47 PM): okay
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:51 PM): well, George says no
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:55 PM): its not for Allie
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:57 PM): not now
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:07 PM): he seems to trust his psychic friend
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:13 PM): she says you are going to be in LA
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:38 PM): he’s thought of making a comment on your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:44 PM): something to let you know its him
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:47 PM): without saying it
Allie (8/29/2008 2:57:48 PM): he can comment any time
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:58 PM): he was thinking of asking you about swinging
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:05 PM): if you are into it or something
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:23 PM): I sense the move to LA is going to be in late part of next year
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:38 PM): is your sister thinking of returning
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:42 PM): I get her around you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:48 PM): not sure if she just goes with you to help
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:51 PM): or moves there too
Allie (8/29/2008 2:58:55 PM): no – not as far as I know. But she would be the one to help me move
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:01 PM): ah that’s it then
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:08 PM): your son will like it there
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:12 PM): of course
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:16 PM): he is happy anywhere
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:28 PM): I get that George wants to take you to a suite
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:30 PM): in a hotel
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:33 PM): in LA
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:39 PM): he thinks you will like this place
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:54 PM): he has a lot of thoughts – his mind is always twirling
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:58 PM): but not like Bill
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:02 PM): not really deep stuff
Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:10 PM): no – he’s not like Bill or Will in that respect
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:15 PM): not at all
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:22 PM): he would say he’s shallow
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:25 PM): but I don’t think so
Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:39 PM): I don’t think so either
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:56 PM): he’s in his own world and he’s pretty happy there
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:00 PM): he’s kind of arrogant
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:05 PM): a little sarcastic
Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:09 PM): so will he be able to tie up the karma he has with me?
Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:22 PM): I would say yes – arrogant and sarcastic
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:44 PM): I get that he will – he knows he owes you – he knows about the karma
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:51 PM): He’s got no problem with that
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:59 PM): Its like okay – no problem
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:00 PM): he’s been waiting on you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:02 PM): to come around
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:06 PM): and figure out he’s there
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:12 PM): and in yo
ur group
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:25 PM): like he’s enjoyed it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:27 PM): waiting on you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:31 PM): knowing he has a secret
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:44 PM): he’s got this grin – smile thing going on
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:51 PM): he likes you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:54 PM): he loves reading your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:58 PM): you make him laugh
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:05 PM): he likes it when you are mad about something
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:27 PM): thinks he would love to F*** the mad out of you! (his thoughts – sorry)
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:40 PM): he’s thinking that you are brilliant
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:44 PM): in your writing
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:46 PM): just your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:49 PM): is brilliant
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:03 PM): he thinks you are so much more ahead of most ppl.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:06 PM): like he and a friend of his
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:17 PM): apparently they talk a lot about psychic stuff if you will
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:26 PM): his friend sees the psychic too
Allie (8/29/2008 3:04:36 PM): and this friend knows about me?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:38 PM): yes
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:44 PM): he’s not read your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:51 PM): but G has told him about so many things
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:03 PM): and he seems to resonate with it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:07 PM): like he feels that its true
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:13 PM): that there is a connection
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:27 PM): and he is a little more serious than G
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:32 PM): like more of a thinker at times
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:35 PM): G talks he listens
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:55 PM): they are close
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:59 PM): good friends
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:04 PM): and they talk about everything
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:09 PM): now I know that Will is watching what is going on – what does he think and will he do anything?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:14 PM): so yes, you have been the topic more than once
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:24 PM): Will is upset with you
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:27 PM): lol- I think that’s good
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:28 PM): he’s jealous
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:30 PM): upset with me?
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:36 PM): hell – what nerve is that?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:51 PM): thinks he’s been wronged in some way
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:04 PM): yes – what nerve is that
Allie (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): the man knows how to use a phone
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): he’s pouty
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:16 PM): and he’s sulking
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:22 PM): and feeling like you are over him
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:32 PM): like you have just moved on
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:39 PM): left him behind
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:46 PM): he’s kind of depressed
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:54 PM): he’s down and out
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:59 PM): and feeling lonely and alone
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:09 PM): I see him sitting in this nice apt or suite
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:12 PM): and he’s bored
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:14 PM): and alone
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:21 PM): he’s not drinking
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:26 PM): but he’s smoking cigars?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:29 PM): stinks in there
Allie (8/29/2008 3:08:32 PM): all he has to do is call – one phone call – that’s it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:43 PM): for some reason he’s not doing it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:53 PM): its like he’s feeling rejected but its all in his mind
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:59 PM): like all he has to do is call
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:06 PM): he’s holding himself back
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:10 PM): and screwing things up
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:23 PM): he’s fooling himself
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:32 PM): my sense is that on some level he’s punishing himself
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:39 PM): like he’s sabotaging his own happiness
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:48 PM): and is angry with you – feeling you rejected him
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:52 PM): but that’s not true
Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:04 PM): no – it’s not true – not at all
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:07 PM): he’s been having a hard time
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:08 PM): he’s not doing well with his work
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:12 PM): can’t sleep
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:16 PM): he’s got insomnia
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:20 PM): nothing works
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:29 PM): he’s got everything
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:33 PM): and is depressed
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:39 PM): he thinks that to himself
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:44 PM): that he should not be depressed
Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:52 PM): because he doesn’t have the one thing he needs – and that’s me
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:00 PM): that sums it up!
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:08 PM): he’s missing a vital part of his life
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:14 PM): so he feels incomplete
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:20 PM): and he needs to snap out of this
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:22 PM): as you know
Allie (8/29/2008 3:11:41 PM): if he wants to snap out – it has to be before I meet George or forget it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:50 PM): no kidding
George and hours of sex — that’s a pleasant mental picture:) Will – I don’t know whether to throttle him or rip off all his clothes and have my way with him. Maybe a bit of both.
And on that note – I’m exhausted. Off to bed and hopefully with an eventful dream time!
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie 🙂
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