The last couple of days have been interesting. I haven’t gotten much accomplished in the way of work (until today) – but I have made some spiritual and creative progress.
Yesterday was odd. Many times (and this has continued into today) that Ted was centered most in my thoughts, I got very light headed. It was as if my soul was lifting out and connecting. Last night as I was trying to go to sleep – I could feel someone tugging at my soul to hurry up and come out. Every few seconds I got that feeling until I fell asleep. I never did figure out who was tugging at me – either Bill or Ted- but not sure who. My 1st guess was that it was Ted – as I had those light headed moments with him during the day.
Ever since Bill and I gave Ted a few days of concentrated healing light – Ted has been entering my life, consciously, on a daily basis. A couple of times yesterday, he entered my thoughts and we had a telepathic moment. The first time it seemed to have frightened him, although he knew what was going on. He still has a hard time believing he isn’t a mental case. Since I know how he feels – I’ve tried to reassure him and last night on our last connection I believe that he knows he’s not insane. The telepathic events are separate from what I described in the above paragraph with the light headedness. When we connect, it is just like when I connect with Bill telepathically – I get a jolt of energy and a wave of lightheadedness – but it doesn’t linger.
Last night I had several dreams about my ex husband (yes – I’ve been married once before. We were both young and immature…hence the divorce. He was my high school sweetheart). Now I haven’t thought about him in years. But in the first dream – I can remember he and I living with another woman. We were all just moving in together – he and I were ex’s, but still friends. We only had one bed for all three of us to sleep in. But he would have to leave for work at 11:50 pm and work from midnight to 7:00 am. She had to be at work by 7:00 am and worked until 3:00 pm. I don’t know who this girl is in real life – can’t say that I’ve ever met her. The apartment was scarcely furnished – we were waiting on more furniture to arrive. He and I chatted – not sure about what. But it was decided that he would sleep on the couch. I woke up. The second dream – all I can remember is that he was in bed with someone, sleeping, he got up still half asleep and I asked him from the staircase how much he needed. He replied “$4500.00 should be good. It’ll make ends meet for now.” I told him fine – and then I woke up.
Now today I’ve gotten more done than I have in the last several months. I wrote a new Ask Allie column, worked on my gypsy magic love book, updated the gypsy lore part of the web site and am brainstorming again for my gypsy teen story. All this before 1:00 pm:) Whatever happened last night in my dreams with the ex appears to have been the last block I had of my past to get rid of. For that I’m grateful! What I wish though is that I could remember my astral travels from last night! Whoever was tugging on my soul to come out and play was very determined that I do so with a quickness!
Went back to the doctor yesterday with my son. Yet more congestion his lungs that he was nice enough to pass onto mom! Lots of white light for the both of us!
Another storm is about to hit NE Ohio – so I’d better log off before lightning strikes and takes out my electric again!