I admit – I’m nervous that I launched my Atlantis project on Kickstarter.com. The doubt runs through my brain – what if people hate it? What if it doesn’t get funded? And then….what if it does get funded? Holy crap! That means I’m finally on my way to making my version of Atlantis a reality.
In the past I’ve shied away from taking any really big creative risks. It’s silly really since I’m very creative. But I turmoil in my heart that if my creativity fueled my career – what happens if I can’t keep one upping myself? I finally said – screw it. What’s really in my heart is that I know I can do it – period.
And because the universe has been shoving me and my creativity down my throat (in a nice way without choking me – lol). Had it not had me “make it” financially with doing readings – I probably would not have taken this turn. So I guess me and my big mouth about stepping back from readings and finding a job had an effect – just not the one I thought of when I made the comment!
When I do the Ask Allie podcast today I’m going to talk about failure – and what does that word mean to you?
Ben was back in my dreams over the weekend. He wasn’t as dramatic as last week. He just stood there and stared at me. When Ben looks at a person – you notice – because he has striking eyes. So when he just stood there staring at me and not saying a word – it kind of unnerved me. Finally he said with a slight grin – see you soon. Then he was gone.
This week is going to be fun on the Allie Theiss Show!
Tuesday – Dana Marie
Wednesday – Holly and then Scarlet (Scarlet and I will be discussing sex)
Thursday – Monica Davis
Miss Betty will be back on Tuesday next week!
I see two dogs who want my attention 🙂
Everyone have a good week!