I had a very interesting dream trip last night. I visited the Sacred Circle again on Calais (I’m unsure about this spelling, I’m sure it will evolve over time). I asked where is this place. I’m told that I need to stop my human mind from trying to figure it out and instead let me soul remember. All I can grasp from that point is a very rapid succession of images of myself with 11 other souls, discussing, arguing, making huge decisions — about what I don’t know.
Next thing I remember is being in a hotel room, and telling someone that I he owes me 1/2 for the room. It was time to check out and I wasn’t about to foot the whole bill. Don’t know.
The night before I can remember two things: I was in school and looking for my name on the class lists – first under “Allie” and then I thought, duh, last name — so then “Theiss”. I was late for class and I couldn’t find the room I belonged in. This recurring dream about me in school but not being able to find my classroom has to be connected to something. Maybe I’m worried that I’m missing out on something? Then I was in the hospital, the apparent victim of a heart attack. The hospital wanted to give me some sort of stress test, so they hooked something up to me to increase my heart rate — but it didn’t take long for my heart to “attack” as soon as I screamed out that I was having an attack – this person came out of no where with this huge butt needle and slammed it into my right side, right below the shoulder and above the breast. It has iodine in it – and dang if that needle didn’t hurt. I’m thinking how is this needle way over there supposed to help? I was a bit pissed. The two of them (the two nurses, one male – the needle plunger – and the other female) were arguing over what they were doing with me.
As you can see, my portrait is here and done. Pretty cool:) The spiral is my name in the spiritual world, the eye is self-explanatory – psychic/visionary abilities, the moon/stars is my magical abilities. Violet is my favorite color, so it is no surprise that it is all over my aura.
Below is the reading. The day I got it, a group of crows visited me (the same group I see when I walk in the morning) and one left me a feather (the feather I used in Monday’s session). You will also notice how Monday’s session fits in with this information.
I experienced your energy as a very intense bright light, you have the ability to help many through your power of intuition.
When I drew your eyes I felt that you had the ability to be a strong visionary, and that your soul is very ancient, you hold wisdom that many walking the earth plane do not, and should share this wisdom through writing, another gift which has been bestowed upon you.
When I drew your mouth I saw that you have the ability to heal others with words that are coded for their needs.
You are the keeper of the Sacred Circle and you have had the gift of ancient wisdom bestowed upon you.
My attention is directed to another place and I am instructed to “look.” I see a Crow, Crow is the keeper of the sacred law. All sacred texts are under the protection of Crow. Crow is also the protector of the “ogalah” or ancient records.
Human law is not the same as Sacred Law. More so than any other medicine, Crow sees that the physical world and even the spiritual world, as humanity interprets them, are an illusion. There are billions of worlds and an infinitude of creatures. God is within all. If an individual obeys Crow’s perfect law as given by God, then at death he or she dies a Good Medicine death- going on to the next incarnation with a clear memory of his or her past.
Crow is the omen of change. Crow is indicating that you must pause and reflect on how you see the laws of God in relation to the laws of humanity. Crow medicine signifies a firsthand knowledge of higher order of right and wrong than that indicated by the Laws created in human culture.
With Crow medicine , you speak with a powerful voice when addressing issues that for you seem out of harmony, out of balance, out of whack, or unjust.
As you learn to allow your personal integrity to be your guide, your sense of feeling alone will vanish. Your personal will can then emerge so that you will stand in your truth. Be willing to walk your talk, speak your truth, know your life’s mission, and balance past, present, and future in the now.
I am next approached by Rabbit. Rabbit is indicating that you may be feeling “frozen in motion” concerning a certain unresolved situation in your life. Rabbit is saying that you need to stop and take a rest. You need to re-evaluate the process you are undergoing, and rid yourself of any negative feelings, barriers, or duress. Simply put, you can not have your way felt until you rearrange your way of seeing the present set of circumstances.
There is always a way out of any situation, because the Universal Force does move on. It is the way in which you handle problems that allows you to succeed. Burrow into a safe space to nurture yourself and release your fears until it is time to move into the pasture, clear of prowlers who want a piece of your energy.
Next I am greeted by Sister Butterfly.
The power that Butterfly brings to us is akin to the air. It is the mind, and the ability to know the mind or to change it. It is the art of transformation. To use Butterfly medicine, you must astutely observe your position in the cycle of self transformation. Like Butterfly you are always at a certain station in your life activities.
If you look closely, Butterfly is trying to teach you that life is a never ending cycle of self transformation. When you understand where you are, you know instinctively where to go next to continue this cycle. .Butterfly brings clarity to your mental process and helps you to organize the project you are undertaking in the moment and she will assist you in finding the next step for your personal life or career.
Meditate of Butterfly to discern what your next move is.
I am next approached by a Deer. Deer teaches us to use the power of gentleness to touch the hearts and minds of wounded beings who are trying to keep us from our higher good. You are being asked to find the gentleness of spirit that heals all wounds. Stop pushing so hard to get others to change, and love them as they are. Apply gentleness to your present situation and become like the summer breeze: warm and caring. This is your tool for solving the present dilemma you are facing. If you use it , you will connect with your Higher self, and find your centering place of serenity, and God will guide you .
The Arch Angel Raguel is present in your life at this time and is helping in the Area of “Relationship Harmony.”
This is the message that is being carried to you at this time: “ We Angels are opening the hearts of everyone involved. Arguments and conflicts are being resolved now. “
“ Your prayers for personal peace have been answered, and you are to be commended for your role in ushering peace into this situation. Visualize everyone involved ( including yourself) being cooperative and open- minded, even if particular persons aren’t usually this way.
Trust the inner guidance you receive, and know that changes are sometimes uncomfortable but often necessary. Ask me to help with any aspects of relationships that need healing. Know that all relationships ultimately have blessings, growth lessons, and love at their core, even if appearances seem otherwise. Stay focused upon this truth as much as p
The Arch Angel Uriel is with you at this time and bringing you the gift of “Claircognizance.”
Uriel speaks: “ Pay attention to thoughts and ideas that come to you, as they are answered prayers.”
“You’ve prayed for answers and they have come to you in the form of repetitive thoughts telling you to take steps and make healthy changes. Don’t discount your thoughts, or think they are just dreams or common knowledge. Your thoughts are tuned to high frequencies right now, and are trustworthy inspirations. All great wisdom stems from this same universal source. You are tapped in to that Divine wisdom right now, and it’s important to notice and record your thoughts. Then act upon the answers to your prayers.”
Arch Angel Jeremiel is assisting you at this time with “Overcoming Difficulties.”
“ The worst is now behind you, and you are surmounting any previous challenges.”
“ The challenges you have faced have made you stronger and have taught you new lessons.
Instead of becoming bitter, you have opened your heart with compassion toward others in similar situations. You have let go of any blame or feeling of victim hood. This is why you are now overcoming your previous challenges. Your positive outlook is attracting a loving situation and new situations at a higher level of spiritual understanding. Stay positive!”
The Angels are asking you to let go and allow God and the Angels to help you. Everything that you release will either be replaced by something better or will be returned to you healed. When you hold tightly to a part of your life that is not working, it has no room to heal. Whether you’re unhappy with your love life, finances career , health or home, you are being gently asked to let go. If you hang on to these aspects of your life because of fears, the situation will only worsen.
However if you are willing to open your hands and allow the situation to be freed, one of two situations will occur: Either it will be washed away from you and replaced by a better situation or the situation will be healed in a miraculous way.
Please don not try to control the outcome of your troubling situation. Let go, and let God help you!
The Angels also want you to know that you are a perfect child of God, and every part of you is wonderful. Your Angels guide you to let go of negative self-judgments and to enjoy being you!
You are much too hard on yourself, your Angels are saying to you. Berating yourself only makes your spirit sink. Self improvement comes from a positive mind-set.
See yourself through your Angel’s eyes , and you will see someone who is a perfect and holy child of God. Although you have made mistakes in the past, there is nothing that you could have ever said , thought or done that would change God’s love for you. Your Angels and God love you unconditionally and ask you to love yourself in the same way!
I am receiving a message for you from an Angel named Indriel.
“ You are a lightworker. God needs you to shine your Divine light and love-like and Angel -upon the earth and all its inhabitants.”
You have always had a burning desire to make the world a better place. It is a deep calling that is beyond time and space. Right now your life’s mission is expanding so that you can reach even more people. This will require you to make some life changes that you will learn about through your inner guidance.
“You are deeply sensitive to the emotions of others, and it is important that you clear yourself regularly-especially after helping someone. You can call upon Arch Angel Michael, your other guardian angels, and myself to help clear you of energetic toxins or cords that may have resulted from your helpful efforts. You are an Earth angel, and we are happy to assist you in all ways. Just ask!”
The woman who did this for me is very gifted and a wonderful soul. Her name is Sky and you can find examples of portraits she has done here: http://www.psysky.com/heartwork/
I have a busy day ahead of me. Comments or questions about the above reading are welcomed. My letters to God have been working and I love the new feeling of freedom:)