Last night I had a visit from Ted. It as about 2:30 am and something awakens me. I open my eyes – I’m lying on my back – and there he is floating right above me. His green eyes staring right down into mine – about 2 inches away from my face. This startled me and quite frankly – scared the crap out of me. It jolted him too – by the look of surprise on his face. In a flash he was gone. I tried to go back to sleep – but there was a feeling – a memory trying to resurge from dreamtime. I could tell that it was important and that it was about Ted. But alas – nothing came forward except the sense that he and I just completed a dream visit before I woke up.
Instead I kept hearing the faint whisper of my name. I sat up and looked around. Hubby was snoring himself a new log cabin and the kid was cuddled up with his stuffed dog — fast asleep. I keep hearing my name – barely – so I walk around the house thinking that maybe I’m having a “Dr. Doolittle” moment. I know – how far fetched is that? But hey – stranger things have happened. Checked on the animals all snoozing so soundly that if a burglar came in – I doubt they would have known.
So I head back to bed. I’m drifting off to sleep and I can feel someone nibbling on my neck. I know I’m not imagining things cause the base of my neck is the one spot that if kissed gently – I am puddy in your hands. So — I KNOW when that area is touched. Husband – sawing logs – not him. So I lie back on my side – this time facing the hubby – just in case. I can feel my neck being kissed again and a tongue being flicked across my spine all the way down to my tailbone. It dawns on me – Bill. How I can feel him through the astral plane is beyond me. It’s unsettling and exciting all at the same time. If he can reach through to me this way – than I must be able to do the same. So I whisper for him to stop – as it’s now 4:00 am and I really need to get some sleep before my alarm rings at 5:00 am. He must have complied – because I didn’t feel a thing afterwards and fell to asleep. Which is good as if he would have continued – my butt would have been taking a very cold shower at 5:00 am instead of taking my walk!
Back to Ted for a sec….I saw some recent photos of him last night and he looked like the same hell I saw in my vision yesterday – in fact – he had on the same clothes. I had hoped that his current girlfriend would help him feel better about life – but it doesn’t look to be the case. Man – his choices in dates has not been a good track record in his life thus far!
I have about 6 new poems started – but they are each only 1/2 way done. When I would get about a 1/2 of the way – a new thought would pop into my head that had nothing to do with the current poem. So we’ll see if I can get them finished today.
My hands are on fire today. The heat is unreal! I keep sending healing energy to various people in hopes that my hands cool down a notch – so far all they are doing is getting hotter. I may have to go outside and place my hands on the dirt in order to ground myself. This could alleviate some of the heat.
I know that yesterday my tone about Bill and Ted was rather down and in the dumps. It’s not that I am not grateful for the connection – I am devotedly grateful. I also know how incredibly blessed I am – I am truly and completely thankful. It just gets very frustrating. Especially since I know (intuitional not factual) that Bill has looked at this blog and he has put two and two together. Another lesson in patience for good ole Allie.